i have been eating this vitamin which i think really help me on my health.actually if ppl with more sickness can make it y me a small or jus a dot sickness cant make it la kan..i jus have n force myself to move on.no more cries big girl thats wat darling cousin will always advice.im vulnerable n i admit it
today i feel so down my feeling are jus too confused of what im supposed to b doing n all.i have no one or shall i say im like on my two feets try to fit a perfect size shoe.im going bonkers.i jus feel too tired its hard for me to walk w this shoe.ever since nani death im jus cant move on.its hard i may smile n laugh but only god noes how hard it is im sorry i promise to my darling cousin tt i wont cry n move on it jus that i cant.everytime i go tamp i try not to go nani hse cos every moment n every step it jus remind me of her,her scolding,her laughing n her nagging n oso her stories she will tell abt village n she always say abt my dry lips den wen i cook n gave her she will always b like cannot b u cooking it mus b mama.o my but atleast i ask her for forgiveness wen she is in icu n i saw her very last tears wen i say thatn plus im scared now wat if allah take anthr of my love one.i jus cant move on.so cousins wen i say i bz or tired it was jus an excuse i jus cant bring myself der.if i can go to nurul's or umar's place y cant i go ther its jus that i cant bring my unsize shoes there.it takes time.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
