"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
sabri sabri sabri
read sabri blog..he was saying abt resignation n all..hmmm chat w him and all.i understand how it feel.wen ur head is not helping u or giving u support n only give like a sudden shot of gun. but in money matter n if he gonna quit now firstly its not easy to get a job in a short time as he is goin ns.so i was giving an idea of y not he tolerate it n wait a few months till the month that near to his ns day.so atleast he stillgot saving as ns pay u wont n cant survive.at least if he save now during his ns he got cash.anw boyfiee watvever it is i dont care we still have must keep in touch
Friday, June 19, 2009
fart up! lols
hmmmm ytd was down w fever.. 37.8..hahxx i hate it sia..den me dear go to c doctor lam wee min..e doctor who have been w us for like my pathetic 20 years..hahah..ok so wen i come the clerk was like woah so long u nve come i dunt have ur card le.hahah..ok ok see dr lam wee min den me,dear n saira tot of going to cgh visit dear fren sekali dc already so we wanna pray zohor so we headed to moulana md ali mosque.so aftr prayer we tot of hearing the asar prayer. so we go eat at LJS cos i wanna eat medcine den we call home gotta noe mami yah already at our house area.so we eat quickly den go back home then zaf sms dear ask to wait for her so we wait.ok thou she's late still she bring water for me..thanks baby..ok den me,zaf n dear were like talking n talking all conflicts tingy.hahha.n i make a confession at zaf i had nvr trust her untill ytd.ok sorry cousin..hmmm she ask me to sleepover her house.i say maybe tonite or sat i come.so ytd while dad n bro send me to redhill i was asking dad if i could sleepover her house as i already noe the ans it was a no. not like those usual strict no. but it was nicer like those like no la dun for wat.hahha.cute thou.ok then i call dear telling abt dad response so dear was like understanding and all.so i tell dear i shall ask mum n dad again. hmm for now dear still sleeping so as to zaf n eda..all of us got our korea name dear name is hyun aeo seo,zaf is mi hi kim,eda's jae kim n mine is mi kyun cha..haha.cool ar.so me,dear,zaf n eda wanna do this charm tingy.its a memory for us..haha sounds cute..
*latest news NUH has h1n1 case at ward 62
*latest news NUH has h1n1 case at ward 62
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Friday, June 19, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
i have not been updating..on the 10 was my sd n i celebrate adik bday..the next day brought him to MB..he really had funn..apart from that n today at work rizam was abit piss off abt y cant sn ans? if ppl like farhana,azi,xuelin,cris,jo,maliza achao,suzanne.raizel n some others will at least help out.i dunno la.during a few weeks w sister rahima i jus prefer her to b the sister.or mayb they quickly upgrade jaslyn or charlyn.i find the 3 of them are doing work n they motivate their juniors as in all of the sn n an.as working collegue we shld talk abt each other back,we shld help each other,not showing faces,work happily.we r working we are meeting each other everyday how shall i put it ermmm we r like a family.a family has one heart n we shld b or have that one heart to work n achieve our ward together.i dunno la.
i have been eating this vitamin which i think really help me on my health.actually if ppl with more sickness can make it y me a small or jus a dot sickness cant make it la kan..i jus have n force myself to move on.no more cries big girl thats wat darling cousin will always advice.im vulnerable n i admit it
today i feel so down my feeling are jus too confused of what im supposed to b doing n all.i have no one or shall i say im like on my two feets try to fit a perfect size shoe.im going bonkers.i jus feel too tired its hard for me to walk w this shoe.ever since nani death im jus cant move on.its hard i may smile n laugh but only god noes how hard it is im sorry i promise to my darling cousin tt i wont cry n move on it jus that i cant.everytime i go tamp i try not to go nani hse cos every moment n every step it jus remind me of her,her scolding,her laughing n her nagging n oso her stories she will tell abt village n she always say abt my dry lips den wen i cook n gave her she will always b like cannot b u cooking it mus b mama.o my but atleast i ask her for forgiveness wen she is in icu n i saw her very last tears wen i say thatn plus im scared now wat if allah take anthr of my love one.i jus cant move on.so cousins wen i say i bz or tired it was jus an excuse i jus cant bring myself der.if i can go to nurul's or umar's place y cant i go ther its jus that i cant bring my unsize shoes there.it takes time.
i have been eating this vitamin which i think really help me on my health.actually if ppl with more sickness can make it y me a small or jus a dot sickness cant make it la kan..i jus have n force myself to move on.no more cries big girl thats wat darling cousin will always advice.im vulnerable n i admit it
today i feel so down my feeling are jus too confused of what im supposed to b doing n all.i have no one or shall i say im like on my two feets try to fit a perfect size shoe.im going bonkers.i jus feel too tired its hard for me to walk w this shoe.ever since nani death im jus cant move on.its hard i may smile n laugh but only god noes how hard it is im sorry i promise to my darling cousin tt i wont cry n move on it jus that i cant.everytime i go tamp i try not to go nani hse cos every moment n every step it jus remind me of her,her scolding,her laughing n her nagging n oso her stories she will tell abt village n she always say abt my dry lips den wen i cook n gave her she will always b like cannot b u cooking it mus b mama.o my but atleast i ask her for forgiveness wen she is in icu n i saw her very last tears wen i say thatn plus im scared now wat if allah take anthr of my love one.i jus cant move on.so cousins wen i say i bz or tired it was jus an excuse i jus cant bring myself der.if i can go to nurul's or umar's place y cant i go ther its jus that i cant bring my unsize shoes there.it takes time.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
she's gone
yesterday was like slacking at work place arnd 1430 n my eyes started to twitch..i jus ignore lor.den while charging dear keep on calling me i ignore the call.. the me n wai decided to sit in the staff room..den i saw dear msg me to call a.s.a.p.. in my heart dis fellow ask to call a.s.a.p as if some one pass away..n the truth is ya..at 1445 nani esah pass away..thou we were separated 10 years ago as she was send to peaceheaven.but still i rmbr that she dote on those grandchildren from the eldest till mumtaz den she was away..from work i ask ate charlyn for leaving early n she gave me ph for today..thanks alot ate..den i rush back hm change n den rush to tamp..reach there the body is not back.so ya sit n chat w cousin..the body came late cos we need to verify alot of ting cos nani esah is not spore pr she is china actually..so ya..i can see d diff wen dadi n nani pass away n hers.mayb not many noe her..gosh me n dear actually jus plan to visit her like next week saturday.n this happen..wen mami yah n kala dah reach home iqbal was saying last year nani today nani esah who's next at that time i was stunt..the person in my head is atuk..i have to admit this den its hard for me to accept dadi's death slowly i grow up n use to it.den till now i still cant accept nani death n today nani esah..if he goin to go i dun wish that but if that happen i go bonkers for sure..i be wailing.i jus got nothing to say..i noe one day everyone have to go.but i jus cant let him go.not now at least aftr he can see another of his great grandchild..o allah pls... dun take them away now..i beg u..n the way akhbar say out everything really suave me
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
