wen things at nani's place goes bored this wat happens
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
i miss raqeef!
wen he was only 6months.jpg)
he was 4 years old
recenti didnt plan to blog actually but something happen today.something sweet that touches my heart.something abt this boy. the boy that always makes his sister smile of his jokes his laughter n definely his smiles. i missed him sooo much. since I've started working I've not been meeting him.he is jus too far.usually they say kids hard to remember u if u didn't meet them for a long. i deny that.hhmmphh.so Wat happen actually as usual today got some gathering at nani's place.so yeah n they(my aunties n uncles) will definitely disturb him by criticising me.so he cant accept n call me and complain to me.n ya hahahs.thats so cute of my lil bro.i miss you darlz.i've been yearning to meet u.gosh.hearing ur voice make me drop my tears.i love you raqeef
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
boooos im back
heyday's have not been updating.not that I'm busy but I'm just lazy..hahahazzzz..last update was like 2 weeks ago.whoa ting has been happening. n i manage to talk to my hubby.gosh missing hubby so much..hubby misses me 2.i Noe that.hahaha let me make a clarification hubby is not my bf but indeed my bestest friend n its a she..o yea n today is the engagement.im sad :((. as a bestie i shld b happy bt im not.n she getting married on this 30th.im more sad :(:(:(:( ..sob sob sob
i cried on the phone w her.hurhhh it was her decision anw.its sucks la but somehow i hav to accept.aftr i hung up w her the next moment i msg faj.faj oso miss her n wanna talk to her. haixxx.the worse part i can even tell bestie once u reach spore u guys have to **v**c*(faj shld noe wat tis mean) gosh..ruining!!! wat a life.talk to bestie till my ppc low.but bestie i pray for ur health n i wan u to b back asap its been two months n yes exactly 2 months u leave us.im jus goin crazy.o my.apart from hubbybestie prob.ytd this freaking sis of mine younger sis!!! overdose of panadol n i heard ppl say this gosh her sis is a nurse and the sis did that.lim pei kali kong argh!! the feeling is like someone stabbing u from the back.my mistake send her to NUH.idiot sia that moron.reason for taking its bcos of that bastard! yeah bastard i noe u gona read tis n let me tell u i dont give a damn who u r.u anjathi(gangster) ryt ok we see..u bloody liar.n their freaking r'ship is only 5mths.tis gals are only a few months r'ship wanna overdose n got hang over for some pathetic misunderstanding.i dun undrstand sia.then wat abt me who been wit him for years.i hurts more n to the extend he did something worsen i didnt kill myself.come on move on.where her dignity wen that bastard say he dun wan her anymore.haixx so yeah ytd me n kevin stayed up till 2 am with her.gosh.kevin is soo nice to my sis la.idiot nvr open ur eyes.i wanna slap her but i gas i did slap n punch her before wen she go chalet n nvr came back n she skipped her math n level exam.so i shall save my energy now who noes she gona do something worse aftr this.i tink aftr this i wont b me handling i shall pass to the higher authority which my elder sis to handle.let the fire plays arnd w her game. n o ya recently i had a sudden chills im like shivering like hell n i took anarex then i manage to sleep as i was on morg shift the next day i woke as per normal n suddenly some one knock on the door calling my name my sis went to see who as she need spec to see she cant really see who was that so she jus go back to sleep so my mum ask me to open wen i peep at the hole i only saw the person wearing green moving toward the stairs area so in less than a min i open the door n he not there n not even turning back as he can hear the door opening.im curious of who he is.
i cried on the phone w her.hurhhh it was her decision anw.its sucks la but somehow i hav to accept.aftr i hung up w her the next moment i msg faj.faj oso miss her n wanna talk to her. haixxx.the worse part i can even tell bestie once u reach spore u guys have to **v**c*(faj shld noe wat tis mean) gosh..ruining!!! wat a life.talk to bestie till my ppc low.but bestie i pray for ur health n i wan u to b back asap its been two months n yes exactly 2 months u leave us.im jus goin crazy.o my.apart from hubbybestie prob.ytd this freaking sis of mine younger sis!!! overdose of panadol n i heard ppl say this gosh her sis is a nurse and the sis did that.lim pei kali kong argh!! the feeling is like someone stabbing u from the back.my mistake send her to NUH.idiot sia that moron.reason for taking its bcos of that bastard! yeah bastard i noe u gona read tis n let me tell u i dont give a damn who u r.u anjathi(gangster) ryt ok we see..u bloody liar.n their freaking r'ship is only 5mths.tis gals are only a few months r'ship wanna overdose n got hang over for some pathetic misunderstanding.i dun undrstand sia.then wat abt me who been wit him for years.i hurts more n to the extend he did something worsen i didnt kill myself.come on move on.where her dignity wen that bastard say he dun wan her anymore.haixx so yeah ytd me n kevin stayed up till 2 am with her.gosh.kevin is soo nice to my sis la.idiot nvr open ur eyes.i wanna slap her but i gas i did slap n punch her before wen she go chalet n nvr came back n she skipped her math n level exam.so i shall save my energy now who noes she gona do something worse aftr this.i tink aftr this i wont b me handling i shall pass to the higher authority which my elder sis to handle.let the fire plays arnd w her game. n o ya recently i had a sudden chills im like shivering like hell n i took anarex then i manage to sleep as i was on morg shift the next day i woke as per normal n suddenly some one knock on the door calling my name my sis went to see who as she need spec to see she cant really see who was that so she jus go back to sleep so my mum ask me to open wen i peep at the hole i only saw the person wearing green moving toward the stairs area so in less than a min i open the door n he not there n not even turning back as he can hear the door opening.im curious of who he is.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Saturday, April 4, 2009
wat a fcuk day
seriously it a fcuking day.firstly he that shall not be named as im super duper angry with that person promise to send me to work n bloody hell he last min say he cant..fook!! n im like an idiot rushing to work..n i missed the bus tho i run still e fcuking driver jus go like that..bloody hell..ok that fine there.so reach work as usuall will get bread n milo..reach ward go to locker n ARGH!!! i left my uniform at home!!! fook.. really totally blank was abt to breakdown..go to wei ling saying i need her favour.n ask daya opinion.n talk to leila.end up wei ling lend me her uniform..gosh so paisey..wah liaook den after wei ling pass over she gave me her uniform.heee..dennn work as per normal as usuall will have some pissed off thing that will happen(ignore as it past n parcel of a job)hmmmm ok den aftr work i overslept in the bus n the driver was angry.as i walk home the rain pour heavily..yaaaaaa shotsss..i cant curse the rain but jus endure it.. as i walk tears drop..arghh i hate it..(too emotional i admit) but things jus now in a way..arghghhhh itsss hiimmmm n this family thats o my tot..goshhh..went home n rest..tooo tired already.seriously den change blog skin n now updating..haiiixxxx
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Friday, April 3, 2009
I HATE MAN!!!!!!
surprisingly i was awaken by some issues that happen juss now..after wat had happen i swear i hate mans! i dunno if i could live without it in my future life.but insyallah i will..my aim is to take care of my mother.she's my precious one. i used to dream having kids n all..but im too young to say all this as i dunno wat is going to happen aftr this. i really don noe..but watever it is i dun wan to ting of man.the only thing i noe is work,upgrade n hate them.only surviving for my mother! i dont need man to support me.for those ppl who read this post and is dun like it im sorry but this come from my heart.only me n myself noe wat i am goin thru.i have reason that i can lay out why i hate man. shedding tears for them wont really work thou i still shed. for now i realy need tazzy to hug her tightly to ease off this pain.. ouch!!! y on earth im still crying..yaa shootssss....allah really shows me 1/4 of this life. thanks allah for listening to my prayers n telling me the ans.thanks allah.. thank you soo much.. i miss dadi.wen incident happen jus now i was praying she could coax mama. dadi if only u still arnd. i love n miss u.. atleast show up in my dream.i wanna see u. i miss u. i wanna b strong like u. facing problems w calm. i miss u soo much granny!!
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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Friday, April 03, 2009
Friday, April 03, 2009
heyyys ya...tmr is like my off day..waitt opps i mean today is my off day..hmm gona meet shasha den go watch movie den to eat..hahah..den at 5 meet up w syanas to ngaji.. hmmm work is fun..especially wen got kaki..hahan its manxin today..lol..really have fun with all our nonsense..n farhana ask me out tis monday to tis slimming tingy..hmmm so goin w mama..i really dunno wat to update..o ya there one more ting left... im free!!! yohoooo!!
hahah..ok stop it thats all..
someone said dis
You are a living legend. You have a welcoming smile that is warmth itself. Your glamor and feminine grace doesn't ever diminish. You have an outgoing quality that makes it entertaining for the people around to be with you. You also have a style of dressing and design that shines with creativity. Keep up that brave courage in you!People like you as soon as they see you! You look sincere and trust worthy!
hehheh thanks ya
i miss nursing life n sharfina!!
hahah..ok stop it thats all..
someone said dis
You are a living legend. You have a welcoming smile that is warmth itself. Your glamor and feminine grace doesn't ever diminish. You have an outgoing quality that makes it entertaining for the people around to be with you. You also have a style of dressing and design that shines with creativity. Keep up that brave courage in you!People like you as soon as they see you! You look sincere and trust worthy!
hehheh thanks ya
i miss nursing life n sharfina!!
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Friday, April 03, 2009
Friday, April 03, 2009
