"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
hello again
has not been updating... dont ask me why cos im jus plainly buzy..heeee...hmmmm ok hello to the new skins..hahah..been like doing it like the whole noon..haixxx not really happy with it..lol..ok soo yea i've been playing games with fhariz at viwawa for the past few days...hmmmm buddy seems to be busy..haiiixxx..suppose to meet buddy today but i totally forget.thank god she never waited for me..for today i help mama to cook lol...i cook steamed pomfret fish..lol..mama say its abit sour..nah i dun care.the dish n rice totally finish..n gfor the dessert we had nagasari..(banana something idk) i did that too with the help of mama n baby..lol she really kpo wanna do this n that.. so then aftr all that n eat i play game n chat with zai.gosh he irritating.lol..hmmm WORK has been great..the other day i help out afternoon shift i was on morg but since afternn amalina mc n not enuf staff i help out,,hmmm so yeah i went back at 8..mum was nagging but ignore.she nag is bcos i missed driving class..gosh pathetic..o yeah rceived my full pay..give dad n mum n spend alot..ass.. i should save abit i did..so yeah gona open a saving acct n then ask them to dedct from my pay certain amt..so yeah...goshh tmr outing w nurul was cancel cos i on pm shift.idk y roster was change but nurul was upset.its ok i owe u earl swensens so u get it on my pay day k cousins..oh she's turning a year older on the 1st april..wish her sucess n i love her lots.hmmmm gas i shall go n rest tired man...hmmm so yeahhhh..update soon..oh yeah pastamania now is halal..yippeeeee
Monday, March 23, 2009
boriing...
hmmmm today josephine called asking if im well to work.so i check my temp n its 37.9.so i told jo im not coming..hmmm den i cont sleeping.den woke up at 10 get ready n took 31 to cgh..so waited there till dd's operation done..so aftr that hd our lunch.i dont really have appetite so yeh i jus had drink.then took train wanna travel to redhill wen i bump with shaheerah.sat with her chat n chat n ask her blog link.n shoots i told her i patch back w him.she was like WHAT!! everybody seems to b like against it. i dunno y..but ya.i dont noe.maybe it gonna end soon..it seems to be..it better be.lol..i dunno la..im jus confused...so then reach city hall she leave n i stop at tiong meet fai n walk back home. wen i reach home i change then do fai resume.den sis tot of doin roti kirai..so we did.mama cook curry n we do e roti kirai.end up mama did everything.thats normal.lol..so now me blogging n chatting with mr Zai. ass he forever will irritate me..thats for today.wannna rest
ps: only an idiot doesnt noe e different between sister n cousin..ass!
Labels: a footprint that was left with hatred n pain in this small heart.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Monday, March 23, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
after a long time..
Firstly to buddy..congrats to u n zihang.and hope tis relationship will last long..ok so now buddy got bf.i'll b alone.. :(
hehe shall go out soon..next outing to sakura den pub..huhhu.letss partieeeeee.... wonder if buddy px wanna tag along..*pray*or maybe buddy n me can go pulau ubin....zihang is invited.im not tt bad..lol..
ok lets talk abt work..
working with those peeps has been great n ya they really nice,supportive,understanding ppl.i started to like e environment.but i notice something wherever u go u have to be mindful abt wat u do.cos others are watching.b urself be normal.laugh w ppl arn,co-operate cause u will nvr noe ppl backstab u..thats life basically..hmmmm so yea...
now come to him..
between the both of us end like 2days ago.it really hurts me alot wen u did e same ting again.i told u to choose properly.tink abt it.i nvr force u to move on w me if u n i are not happy.u wanna sae abt we been together for long ok its accepted.but its ur decision,it ur fault,yes i did mistake also but wat u did to me really hurts me. i never even say a single ting wen i took care of her.jus tell me the truth.where ever u wan to go or with whom i dont care cos i noe the both of u will definitely patch again for the gal.i dindnt blame u tis time but y u have to lie.i told u that i can accept to any changes im prepared for it.but u make me hate u by ur lies.gosh!! i dont want to contact back with u.thanks alot for leaving a footprint that causes hatred and pain in my heart..
i really gonna move on..
Labels: a footprint that was left with hatred n pain in this small heart.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
had a long day
today is baby daniya bday..hmm happy bday lil baby.. so ytdwe had a small gathering.. at changi.. we had pit.. we roasted chicken,seafoods,fish,hmmm so on n ya.. hmmm really had fun. i was called e naughty gal..as mama ask me to sleep as today im working mawning shift..so i was like giving excuses..we chat *gossips*.. ghost story telling..fishing haha *random* im soo not in that..i really wanna c e "ting".. ytd bubu and auntie julie saw it like alot of time..haixx really suxx to see.. haha.. well den chat n all den at 2.30 i went in the tent to sleep w my niece,dotty.. they really had a gud sleep. and i swear they make my body ache with all e kicking and to e extend of goin on top og my body.haha.. so sleep den due to noise pollution. i cant really sleep well.woke at 5.. get ready by 5.30 we leave..reach home arnd 6am.bath n get ready. den off to work.. working w wati was fun..only at e end part wen leila did checklist w me, i was really knocking off.gosh.. i went home straight w my uniform.. really tired.reach home eat n den sleep. i was totally fatigue la sei.. den woke up at 9.30.. eat bread den now blogging..n i swear my body aching.
ever since i bz i dun really have e time to bother abt him. i hope tis feeling faded.but ytd during e pit,e environment juz remind me of him.thank god i have them to support.argh shall not talk abt tis..
ever since i bz i dun really have e time to bother abt him. i hope tis feeling faded.but ytd during e pit,e environment juz remind me of him.thank god i have them to support.argh shall not talk abt tis..
Labels: experience makes us grows up
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Monday, March 16, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
i never feel tis way before shedding the tears for a fren now i realise that u r my bestie. i noe tis is going to happen one day but if i Noe u goin thru tis i wont argue with u.i will meet u and hug u tight before u leave at least i can meet u before u go.but i didnt expect it to happen.i cant blame ur parents its their decision they have all rights. when u reach India u text me didnt noe that will be the last msg before u r someones property.. spoke to u before u leave din tot that will be e last time till u be back which i dont noe wen. i just miss you sharfina! i regret i should have listen to u den to other people feelings, should have meet u. i regret sei fina.. after talking to ur dad i jus feel tremor n breakdown.i really dont noe wat to do now.pls show me the way Allah. i jus miss u bitch!! will i have the chance talking and meeting u? i hope ur dad wont break his promise.if i could go india now i will!!
i miss sharfina..
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
hmmmmm my day
woahhh im soo fatigue..ytd the whole day working helping out for the prayers n all.ytd wasnt tt much to be done..den slack till 3 am..n woke up at 9..so reach there go eat den start to work..not really that busy..this year maulud is better then previous..some respect was at least given.. and yeah me n taz have a new word and ist LOL'a...she start the nonesense n yeah ytd we wen out. n to our suprise we bump into my idol!! haha..but i didnt manage to tegur him.. n then i call my mr idol! and he was like calling me sombong..n yeah lidya got contact with shni..hope she's fine...
jus now wen to arnold n had our dinner den mai call me saying that she n fhariz had a misunderstanding..haixxx...dunno la wats goin on..hmmm aftr arnold send raqeef den went home..bath den had my damn coffee..n then saw yu jun..miss her actually..hmm promise to play wawa aftr updating blog..den milah pm me saying i was missed!! she was missed to..pity her for being alone in ur ward..relaxx k bitch sooner or later u have a fren my love..it takes time for evrything to happen..
hmmm den now blogging n i shall end it here...
jus now wen to arnold n had our dinner den mai call me saying that she n fhariz had a misunderstanding..haixxx...dunno la wats goin on..hmmm aftr arnold send raqeef den went home..bath den had my damn coffee..n then saw yu jun..miss her actually..hmm promise to play wawa aftr updating blog..den milah pm me saying i was missed!! she was missed to..pity her for being alone in ur ward..relaxx k bitch sooner or later u have a fren my love..it takes time for evrything to happen..
hmmm den now blogging n i shall end it here...
Labels: experience makes us grows up
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Sunday, March 08, 2009
Sunday, March 08, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
heyyyyy been busy with work..haixxx but work is fun been enjoying with all the staff and sister..they r really nice,supportive and great collegue.. hmmm life? firstly boyfie is backk..i really mis him tho.. tyms i tink all the fights is just a challenges for us..hmmm im ready to face it as long u stop accusing me.. i jus hate wen ppl accused me for something i didnt do..now is my daughter she has grown one more teeth..cool ryt? lol.. being a mother is tiring but wen it comes to ur child latest outcomes it fun tho..im always proud to have raqeef,baby and and dotty in my life..hmmm ntg much too update or yea i miss my bestie fina..wonder when she is coming back..hmmmm missing u bitch!!
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Monday, March 02, 2009
Monday, March 02, 2009
