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im just too tired love

work,family and my gal..im totally occupied.. previously is only campus and family.. now i have another responsibilty..she's now my life,my heartbeat,my soul and my everything.. im tired totally tired and occupied..was supposed to go har par villa with kimmie and lin.. but it end up raining..den it we plan to meet at ct hall to marina sq..finish work change den went to take 92 to bouna vista..den mum called saying baby got high temp..rush home..boyfie oso quickly rush home and i went kk waiting for baby and boyfie.. and bloody hell boyfie forget her birth cert..assholezz..the urge of killing boyfie was really there.. ok skipped tt part..then meet up with tazzy and maira..bought frappel caramel..waited den at 7.30 maira n tazzy need to leave so den wait and wait w boyfie den only at 8.30 baby can go back..boyfie paid $85..gosh..money is damn tied...

someone said this: Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you still feel you can take it. Never say you don't love a person when you can't let go.

Labels: a sacrifice tt has been made but was not appreciate---i smile i laugh no one knows deep in tis heart im crying

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."

Monday, February 23, 2009

work work work

working has been great..today comes another fight oops no the fights carry on..shitss right..haixx..wen i change my uniform to normal clothing u suspect me goin out. gosh n today u wen in my msn n ask my fren of my ward jus to check if any male staff..eh idiot where u wan me to work den if u don want any male staff der even mosque got male staff la k..pls change ur damn attitude..yes jealousy is a policy but im working my lovely boyfie!! wen i think of leaving u baby face will jus pop in my mind..i jus cant leave her..she like everything to me..haiz but if my life book written that i will be separated by her n u im well prepared..not everything in this world belongs to us..

to sabri im not angry at u for telling him my ward.. i noe he force u cos in his dictionary ders no regret and sorry..he is just a jerk..

ok im done with all the anger..

----red is the colour of the day----

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."

Friday, February 20, 2009

my days goes like sha la la la bebey!!

latest post was like 12 feb..hmm let me tok abit of here and der.. so basically on 13 feb i woke up early morning like to change my uniform..ok after i went to west coast to pass the letter.. then to lau pa sat get lunch headed to tiong bahru to go to the bank.. aftr everything done lepak with faizal n e bro den only reach home n ya its mama birthday.. happy birthday mama. ilysm!! so we brought her out to have seafood..den aftr tt went home n rest...
14 feb--happy valentine peeps.. ok was supposed to go out with my dotty n hubby but end up i goin shop..so shop!! business was slack i swear it was damn slack..
15 feb--shop again..today business was much better...sale was much more than previous day..after work went home straight as i was damn tired..plus tomorrow work.
16 feb..first day of work..i was like totally blur la sei..suddenly dey ask me to go to the wards...i got c class ward 54..ortho plus respi ward..hmm anwthe staff der was super nice la sey..even the sister..woah cool kepe.. ok dey are like friendly..haha..ok
den comes today.. wen i meet anther ppl is like i EN in team b with my two nice n funny hca..ok work was fun n plus der were like ite students..ok let me talk abt the staff der hmm so today while like waiting to go home slack w kak ju,kak siva,daya,M one more i cant remember lol..ok den i was like hearing wat they say abt the staff..seems that got one staff its like black..kk wateer..i noe my attitude, i noe my limits n most i shld noe my work..hmmm shld meet razaly and uma aftr work den suddenly got prob with bubu and bhai..so ya let them be i want to rest so tired..byebye..love love

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

happy birthday to my dear kamilah wee... love u bitch.. n ya u r one year older!!! lol..keep in touch bitch

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."

Thursday, February 12, 2009

its grad day!!!

ok firstly ytd i really dunno whether to go for grad or not..so yea end up i went after alot of consideration,cries and pleads..hmm so i meet rekha at redhill mrt stn by 7am..she look damn nice lah ehk in uniform.. den we drop at bedok to meet fina..took bus 2. i was like standing infront of farhah mom but i din noe its her..ok meet eyra at t blk..she look nice with the make up.. den we walk2 n keep calling rena n sha end up they didnt turn up.. so went in cafe 1.. saw farhah,farz n e fren i dunno her name.salam them then salam farhah mum n she tego she saw me in bus. o ya den we wait at e escalator before gg up to function hall for registration. so farhah mom was like shouting calling her up..n she keep saying the mum kecoh..but to me she's cool..n rox n farhah was like showing middle finger wen i say tt..ok den aftr norsiah bitch n mira came we went up to register so wait for haresh n fatin mum..so wen i saw hidayat i pass the invitation to him..so ya den i went to auditorium. so its like mira,eyra,julianah,me,rekha,fina,fatin sit tgt.. n den mr A came..gas wat we wore the same colour shirt..co-incidently..so mr A story shld not be include here as sum ******* will definitely read n ya sape mkn chilli terasa pedas ye!! ok afr grad i str8 went home cos Elly is sick..pity her..ok reach home jaga dia den she sleep i oso sleep damn tired sia..ok wen i woke up mama ask me to eat so i bath den eat..ok den i saw din n ask him to come up n according to him nadya is no longer w him..he keep disturbing me n tt fooker..hate it sia..i was so angry n he say tt Natalie(dunno who is she;his frens daughter something like tt la) is cute adorable n pretty unlike fooker i was like pls k fooker daughter is oso pretty ok..n din was like woah siding him huh..idots!! den din say he got guinnea pig n brought up..ok its was nice but black lol..so we like talking abt it n all den i decide to go tiong bahru i offer him but he's tired..so ya aunty ifa is following so as to mama..den papa tired so only us. walk there den uncle dont allow aunty to go..like wtf so we end up go back home..haixx..but nvm..tmr still can go..ok so here i am blogging..hmmm..ok i gas its end here need to have a very good rest.im too tired for everything

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

ok watever..

hmmm let me start with 3 feb--- firstly happy bday dear syanas.. on her bdae i woke up early morg to meet fina n razaly den go to sch..we went to take transcript den after tt i went to nuh for my check up,collect uniform n sign contract..ok the funny part during check up is wen i need to do urine dipstix i swear i cant past urine..lol..i was like waited for myself to urine until i finish everything then i feel like passing urine n then show to the nurse there n i left to sgh to register with snb.. n went home after tt..n i walk home..lol..it took half hour for me to reach..happily listening to mp3..so ya..was resting at home.too tired..
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ok den 4th feb wich is ytd i swear i was bored to death..i ask fid if he did called him a sucker n he say he didnt its ok he is a sucker!! ok 1stly i didnt go anywher n was accused of going out..f lah.. im like sick n tired at home taking care of kid n u could blindly accused me..i dont even have time for my activites, i sacrifice everything even to the extend of gg out with my family jus for u n the kid n u say tt to me.. r u a human being or animals? dont u even have feelings for others or is ur heart totally blind to see for urself or atleast feel tt there's an idiot who sacrifice her youth life jus for ur fucking mistake!! y mus u do tis to me!! if u hate me tell me cos i hate u more n i swear i regret alot.. i had enuf of all tis..u never appreciate me.. n today the whole day i've been at home n i wonder wat is goin to happen after this..

thank you so much!!!

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."

Thursday, February 05, 2009

a fcuked up day!!

its really a fcuked up day!! y im rude? its bcos the more i tok to u the more i hate u n d more i will tok rudely so the best way is to hang e bloody phone!! thou ppl say alot abt u n her i still shutss n back up d both of u.the both of u decide to split n dont put the burden on the kid..gosh..if u cant accept wat i say then let it be!! at least im not rude like her!! i dont want to b rude sia.. u noe how much i love you! thou after alot of ting happen.. my sacrifice has always been blind in everyone eyes!! no one appreciates wat i've done..fcuk sia.. n its really irritating a promise is a promise largh..if cannot make it tell earlier la.. do i look like a joker to you!! gosh fcuked up sia..it has been always like this..im suffering with all this nonsense..plus with ppl arnd me..gosh im goin crazy..i jus cant stop shedding fcuking tears..a tears which can be kept for other purpose is been shed for stupid stuff n ppl. argh im stress!!! its jus a fcuked up life with fcuked up ppl!! i dont wishh to face all this.. i misses sch soo much..if only now i either in sch,attachment or work i wont b like this! i also miss raqeef,baby n tazzy..

---------------has been shedding tears for fcuking reason

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."

Monday, February 02, 2009

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