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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Saturday, January 31, 2009
i wAs talking to sha2 abt all tis prob. . n she really solve it. . hmm i shall listen to her. . i've to move on.. ok today at kedai was damn penat. . but everything seems to be fine.. lol. . ok firstly congrat to mr chris fo his wed. . sorry didnt turn up. . i was working. . so sorry teacher n i hope u dont have a wedding crasher n hope ur food remains alot. . lol.. n ya mr cris u owe me n kamilah wee something. . hmmm n ya tis kamilah she n faj went to watch bridewars without me!!! so bad. . i hate u 2. . lol..like as if. . ok i swear i do not noe wat to blog. . im tired. . bubye
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Thursday, January 29, 2009
shedding tears. .
day by day im goin crazy. . it jus not me. . im really confused of wat is happening. . i dunno if i should accept him or not. . but now my mum seems to be ok with him. . n even my sis say y cant we give a guy who jus repent from his mistake a 2nd chance. . i can give him a chance but the thing is im still young to take care of children. . im not ready. . wat will my family say? im totally confused. . but i do pity the kid.wat shall i do. . thanks to faj,yaya n janice for listening to me. . wat they say was really true. . im still confused. . i cry for almost everday wen everytime he ask me. . y mus he come only after i like someone else. . argh dumb la..
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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
my days
phew. . i pity the kid. . thanks ayu for asking him for me.. i owe u a big favour. .i noe he wont tell me if i ask. . i dunoo aftr wat ayu told me if the truh or not. . mayb he lie? i really confused. . but thanks to ayu. .i appreciate it thou. . hmm let me say abt my bbq pit for papa's bday. . everything went fine. . it was a happy moment i din really go for sun tanning. . hmm but ytd i went with atuk n all e cuzzie den we went to sun tanning. .quite fun. . then i announce to most of them abt my job. . and all of them seems to b happy for me.. lol.. 16 feb i will b starting to work. . 3rd feb signing letter. . i hope i dun get c class.. i had enuf. . lol. . but the nm was nice.. hmm. . i really miss hym thou.. haixxx. . if only im ........... dont tok abt it. . wat past is past. . move on ika. . ok i gtg wanna go to mr teh tarik. . lol so addicted to the lime juice
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wat happen jus now was so random. . lol. . didnt expect him to be msging me. . hmmm wish him take a good care of himself n daughter. . i still thinking. .
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wat happen jus now was so random. . lol. . didnt expect him to be msging me. . hmmm wish him take a good care of himself n daughter. . i still thinking. .
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
thanks!
i was like talking to that idiot. . n suddenly he called me dog!! f la!! i got feeling k. . n cmon i totally hate u ok in a nicer way i dont even like you la sei. . its u that say all that n hell u called me a dog. . i got feeling man!! im pissed off!! ok ok since fid the only guy left in my contacts i ask him if he like a gal will he call her a dog n he say no n he say those tt called a gal dog is a sucker.. n yes fid he is a big tym sucker who makes gals hurt. . **sucker**. . n ya fid dont criticise abt urself!! its not abt e face its abt the heart.. o ya thanks to him,frzs n kamilah for cheering me.. gosh. . i was totally f up. . i totally hate him. . **sucker**
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
haiyoo!!
ok tis morning after gg to e market,pay bills den on my way back home saw wawan mom. . so tis time i bring the courage n ask her how is he. . n she tell me tt he is coming out on the fasting month. . i feel so happy. . gosh. . im still waiting for wawan. . tho it will be long but to think back fasting month is coming oso. . 20th august. . 7 months to go. . tho by tt tym i will be at boon lay. .i will definitely come here. .i really miss him. . soo much.. i wonder if he do miss me. .gosh. . i always pray that this is his last time inside. . no more nonsense. .haix.. ok tis few days i've been to Mr teh tarik . . wich is like surprising. . ok lah. .the drinks there is nice oso. . the tea was not bad. . better then serangoon tea. . can vomit.. wat abg din say was true Mr teh tarik drink is nice.. hmm today me n faizah went to bugis get for mama n papa present. . we manage to get 1 shirt n belt for papa and for mama is blouse n belt. . hmmm. . they were happy. . and we are so called broke. . lol. . really. .haix.. chat with fid n e funny ting he dunno wats transcript. . funny guy!! idot fid. . lol
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Monday, January 19, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
i got a job!!
firstly ytd i was quite sad abt sgh tingy. . so since today my baby bday i at first didnt want to tell anything. . cos baby will b sad for me. . so i was sitting wen suddenly i talk in my heart with dadi. . n it strike an idea to print out my resume,my transcript,n level cert den tot of gg alexandra den to nuh. . so papa sending me. . but since mama is sick so i tell mum we jus go nuh. . so while writing the application there 2 others writing for psa job. . so im the only assistant nurse there. . so aftr writing the psa there ask to hold on n she called the nursing management then the nm say she in meeting by 5 she can reach and ask if i want it now or next week. . without hesitation i say yes and waited till 5. . so she came abt 5.30. . we tok n tok den she say u accepted. . i was like gosh. . i was soo happy. . lol. . i was soo happy. . i was telling everyone i got job. i oso told baby n was happy for me. . haha. .n im happy for u since u r discharged.take care of ur bone!! n i was happy today dadi death annivesary shows me the way to do sumting wen im down and end up im in joy. . so im a working gal. . oops shall i say lady den..lol. .ok i b starting by feb. . middle of feb. . n im soo happy. . thanks alot to the family love n frens tt been supporting me. . thanks!!
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
imysm
2 people dat i miss soo much right now. . one is my dear baby mumtaz n one more is wawan. . omg. . i even dreamt about wawan. . gosh. . i really miss him. . and the sad part is wherever i go its him tt i see.. i do want to visit him but i doubt if he put my name as one of the visitors. i want to tok to his mom but usually all his siblings will be there. . paisey lei. . but the other day i jus ask to send my regards to him. . n he replies n ask me to wait for him.. gosh. . n watever relationship i am with bear i dunno seriously i dunno. . its sumting suprising its like a shock. . but before wawan leave he ask me to wait for him. . but the ting is we are moving to boon lay. . wat if we separated forever? wat if he didnt even called me? i didnt even want to change my num for him. . im confused. . till i tell mama ab i dreamt abt him n my heart,mind n eyes i only see him. . wat mama say was maybe i miss him soo much. .indeed yes. . i do. . n mama say maybe he oso miss me. . i dunno. . but i dreamt he in cell 32. . is there such ting? i wonder. . n i heard we can write letter to them if we noe the cell num. . but wat is e num? o gosh. . every single day i tink of him. . whenever i look at the kitchen window i 'saw' him. . i really missing him!!
n tmr my baby mumtaz bday. . i wish u happy bday syg. . i will always be with u. . remember tt. . i love u sis. . thanks dear for all ur support. . i really appreciate it. . no matter wat NO ONE N NOTHING EXCEPT ALLAH CAN SEPARATE US!!
n tmr my baby mumtaz bday. . i wish u happy bday syg. . i will always be with u. . remember tt. . i love u sis. . thanks dear for all ur support. . i really appreciate it. . no matter wat NO ONE N NOTHING EXCEPT ALLAH CAN SEPARATE US!!
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
i dont know y for some reason i've not been updating my blog. plus im like most of the time 24/7 at home. . LOL sia. . ok firstly happy new year!!!
basically my plan for the year is to open a new book.lets bygones be bygones. hmm sch years has end. . i've graduated from nitec in nursing. . so im like an adult teens now. i need to support myself. hmm so the plan for the year will be get a job.which is like tomorrow is the interview den sign up with nursing board. .save up money,put aside cash for car license. pay up hp bills n laptop. .gosh. .it will be like WORK WORK WORK!!! n ya plus need to give my parents. hmmm i feel like hanging myself.during sch tym i hate sch but now i wish im still a student. yargh age doesnt matter if u really want to study but money is e big matter. time is money. .almost everything is money. . ok tts basically abit for the year plan. .
secondly watever is happening for this few days let it be. .i noe u gonna read but i really think abt it. the both of us really shld jus shutzz things up.let ppl say wat they wanna say i dont care.wat i noe they definitely will shut up n one day by e name of allah ppl will n can see who's the bad n good one. for those who trust n been listening to my sorrows thanks alot. .
thirdly im planning for a bbq pit for the family n the pit has been booked but somehow i feel like withdraw everything.hmm but i cant cause everyone noes abt it. . again its money matter. tis days i jus get tooooo sluggish. i sleep late nights like 4 am n wake up like 10am den its like i wont help my mum. . i dont noe. . n tomorrow interview im like. .errr y tmr. . goodness. . wats with me. . hmm i gas i shall do some yoga therapy to release my stress. . will update again
toodle-oo-
basically my plan for the year is to open a new book.lets bygones be bygones. hmm sch years has end. . i've graduated from nitec in nursing. . so im like an adult teens now. i need to support myself. hmm so the plan for the year will be get a job.which is like tomorrow is the interview den sign up with nursing board. .save up money,put aside cash for car license. pay up hp bills n laptop. .gosh. .it will be like WORK WORK WORK!!! n ya plus need to give my parents. hmmm i feel like hanging myself.during sch tym i hate sch but now i wish im still a student. yargh age doesnt matter if u really want to study but money is e big matter. time is money. .almost everything is money. . ok tts basically abit for the year plan. .
secondly watever is happening for this few days let it be. .i noe u gonna read but i really think abt it. the both of us really shld jus shutzz things up.let ppl say wat they wanna say i dont care.wat i noe they definitely will shut up n one day by e name of allah ppl will n can see who's the bad n good one. for those who trust n been listening to my sorrows thanks alot. .
thirdly im planning for a bbq pit for the family n the pit has been booked but somehow i feel like withdraw everything.hmm but i cant cause everyone noes abt it. . again its money matter. tis days i jus get tooooo sluggish. i sleep late nights like 4 am n wake up like 10am den its like i wont help my mum. . i dont noe. . n tomorrow interview im like. .errr y tmr. . goodness. . wats with me. . hmm i gas i shall do some yoga therapy to release my stress. . will update again
toodle-oo-
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
ika
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Monday, January 05, 2009
Monday, January 05, 2009
