"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Saturday, December 06, 2008
Saturday, December 06, 2008
Saturday, December 6, 2008
hmm watever happened on friday was really an experienced. . it really freak me out. .but thnk god every ting is ok. . we really drive der damn fast lah. . n ya my hand damn pain carry baby.not only dos in kk but my dear baby. gosh. . now my dear baby raqeef already left to thailand with my dad n muumy. . missing him. . he will back only by 28.haish. . hmm anw. . jus came back n abit tired. . hmm i really mis him now at this very moment. . dunno y but seriously only him in my mind now. . d trip to m'sia really open my eyes how precious a person is. n life is short at any point of time the person u love will leave u. seriously im not really readi to accept the fact if sum1 in the family gonna leave me. i still cant get over dadi.if he gona go now hu will b der fer me? he is everyting to me.our family has been brought up to love each other deeply.now i really scared if he gonna leave us. . i really wanna do special ting so tt i can keep in memories. i tot of doing it to dadi n nani but dey leave me already.i dun wan it to happen to him. dadi is the most person i need before,she my mum,granny,sister,fren n lover. ever since she leave everyting change. . i am really not ready for the next on. . oh 'allah' answer to my prayers. pls at least save tis tears for another time. tis year i really cried alot. nani's n adik's death really affect me.tis morg while sitting down.he didnt really tok much only ask if i had eaten n tts all he keptquiet most of the tym suddenly he ask me will he got a chance to come for my marriage? will he see my children? oh it really broke my heart into pieces. dadi ever ask me this befoe she leave.is this a sign or is he jus asking for his own info? at this moment how i wish he is jus by my side. with me. . how i wish n wants!! appreciate ur love want ppl. .
