heyy my crazyy cuzziee. . thanks alot fer always be there fer me!! i appreciate it lotss. . wish u success n all the best fer u n ur boifiee. . love u loadzz
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Sunday, November 30, 2008
seriously i jus dont under stand w ppl dis days. . fer god sake lah. . dun b such a kpo. . if u tink by tagging ppl blog make u happy u rwrong ok. . u r not jus making the tag box dirty but u are jus making ur name bad n end up lots of ppl condemning u. . if u tink its not affecting u y mus u disturb her? if u ink u r not jealous y must u hate tag her? if u have anyting against e writer den god damn it confront the writer face 2 face n not hate tag the writer. y mus u hide urself n hate tag the writer. . u r jus being such a coward den. . n ya tink before u talk. .
ok back to my life
so far i've done w my skills hehe thank to "hym". n ya left 2 more weeks for mother n child n the skills. . so i really need to rush w stuff n stay healthy. .hmm today morg we have fun. . since farhah is sick so me n charlynne do sponging so right after we sponge dis aunty b/o n wett the whole bed to think abt it i feel like puking. . haha all the shit kena the bed. . haha.. den aftr tt we goin next pt this charl was abt to drop linen basket. . the 3 of us laugh n laugh.. den basirah n khai not fergetting kian hua did skin traction. . at last i wen 2nd break. . hehe. . been waiting n wanting. . o ya jus nw suddenly pt black out. . i can see tt chai was pissed off. . hehe. . is bcos of low bp. . couldnt b hypo. . cause the bgm is 7.1. . my bgm not matter wat i eat its still below 4.5
weird sia.. im like retarded. . haha. . k wateve. . tis days wen ever eyra see my face she say i look pale. . n ytd this passer by come to me n say "missy u wann to seat u look so pale." " den i was like no thank you." weirdo am i dying. . ahahakzzzx. . o ya jus the pt give chocalate!! hehe. . so sweet of her!! speed recovery. . hmmm thats fer nw goin to mingle arnd to change the skin. .
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Friday, November 28, 2008
wat ever is goin to happen shall we face together. . tho i was angry,sad n blank still on the 2nd tot u need sum one der fer u. . i will try to b there fer u k hubby. . soon next year we shall have someone new in our life. . lets shower *newbie* with love,care,education n all. . promise me watever it is pls tell me n ask me before u do n make decision. ..hmm at last i finish my med n surgical posting skills. . i left w mother n child. . cant wait to go there. . hmm today was abit slow. . n quite bz. . till wen i going back home there's an outsider come to me. . missy y ur face so pale. . i was like shoots. . ya den i go n put make up den off home. .n ya thanks charlynne n farhah for always there to help out. . we really work as a team. . 2 more weeks to end. . i really start to miss everyone. .i wonder if we can mit again. . really gonna miss ya. . hope we can kip in touch ferver. . ps** if u tink tt i will entertain dos ppl who ask to make fren tru sms u r wrong k n dun waste other ppl msg jus to msg me n ask if can make fren.i dun entertain all tt. .-*- signing off-*-
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Thursday, November 27, 2008
i really cant take dis fer two days we have not been toking. . its weird. . i admit i miss her. .but it jus not her wen she did tt type of attitude. . der comes the 3rd party whom bloody hell provoke our fucking r'ship. . cmon on lah woman. . firstly u n me is not in the same cp group n how the fuck u noe my day in attachment. . if u r from my cp n say tt to me by all means k.u r not my group so u bloody hell dont noe how i am with my group. . so dont tok much. . n u the one who got attitude problem so dont blame others i've been tolreating u to the extend ok. . seriously ppl mouth just can shutzzz!!!!!!
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Tomorrow is yu jun's bday so ya gf this is fer u. .
Happy Birthday to my love Lin Yu Jun. . the best gal fren i ever had. . U r irritating,funny,always der fer ppl, n helpful. . n loves to talk!!! Happy birthday girl!! Wish u succeed in life and strive hard fer ur aim in life. . wish u many many luck n happy always with ur loves one. . smile always!!! sorry fer taking ur pixx. . take care. . the reason fer me putting prple colour font is bcos i noe u like's purple
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Thursday, November 20, 2008
heyy today John Dalton and Jessie Swallow last day in the ward. . so got take few pixxx. . hehe. . they r nice and friendly people. . hmmm. . o ya today i really got no appetite to eat in the morg so i ate at 12. . hmm was hungry by then nyehehe. .seriously im tired n like gonna sleep soon. . niiittesss
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Thursday, November 20, 2008
heheyy. . today its like suppose to go fer cp then send my dear to airport since going Thailand today.. . but it end up to be. . me sleeping the whole day in the room. . totally knocked off. . maybe im too tired or maybe it jus due to d damn tonsil tt i got fever again. .idiot mann. . anyway lets start with
Saturday 15 November 2008ok sat as usual got replacement damn alone summore. . ok team 3 got no pt except fer like 3 pt.wich one goin home so left 2 tt not much to do. .so i help out kak marjida w sponging in team 1 n 3.team 2 nuting much to do as 1 cubicle is empty the another one got 3 also and 2 goin back.so nuting much to do. . no hourly also. . so i go team 1 to help out..den during breakfast there's no hca so we do.. we serve all den update i/o. so aftr breakfast n i/o i go fer my break ALONE!! eating alone.god damn it so bored.so i text norsiah. ok after break i really got nuting to do n wen to hi-d. n help out.at least der got hourly got this pakcik to entertain since he demented but i tell u he damn smart. whoa.he can tell me the meaning of dementia.so since his oral is quite bad i did oral toilet. nyehehe. . feel happy after doin so.he is much cleaner den as in the mouth. den at 12.30 off to break with kak marjida n the hi-d staff.so i saw parveen this b class guy,fareez n fid.aftr break i did hypo count n off plug fer pt goin back.so after all tt help at hi-d.do hourly. update i/o fer hi-d,team 2 n 3. . den i like b an en fer a day la.off hourly n i/o fer pt goin hm.put their chart at the front. make the cubicle neat. .then at 2.50.kak yati ask me to go home i called teacher and tell her but she say to wait up fer the next few min.ok den wait den at 3 off i go rush to TM.change money den go religious class.den at nite watch soccer at arnd 1 off to jb.reach home back at arnd 4.50.sleep den wake up at 8am so now is the
Sunday 16th November 2008ok i go bath get my cloths ready off to nani place w/o my make up n hair.not forgetting raqeef he is all prepared.ok go nani house i help the kids to make up fer them get nabilah's scarf. .den put on make up fer my self use scarf den all of us go fadhili marriage.tell u his biker member whoa damn very supporting.i saw an.tok to him.den i help out at the kitchen.feed raqeef den let him go playground.den after helping im tired n i sit at the playgrnd o ya not forgetting my shoe broke.gosh o ya thanks to mamu SAM he send me back.so yeah.ok den after helping out i sit at the playground i saw him toking to cuzzie den sddenly he is like toking to a gal.i was trying hard to ignore.so i tok to arman.chat with him n stuff.gas watt azman is married. .nyehehe.ok back to arman he insyallah getting married next year 7th august.how i wish is 2nd august.hehe i ask him y not 2nd august jyeah den he say ur birthday ryt haha.i want to get married on the 2nd august. .haha.ok den half way Arman dance.he ask me n mumtaz hmm do u go clubbing n seriously i was like argh. . no. . haha. . so he said k Gd can at least dance later w him at the dance floor.gosh!!he sending us to cemetery or watt.my family gonna kill me.den after the marriage as usual the groom parent will kena sabotage by the family member.n also the groom mother siblings and all so ya every one kena. .hehe. . lucky me and some others didnt.mamu nazim pour abit hot water to mami kia.funny mann.rally enjoy ytd wedding.hehe. . k lah. .signing off chiox..
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Monday, November 17, 2008
heyyy. . today D class wen back to sch. . argh!!!meet my bitches and all. . so happy. . update cca and cip . .den go to the blood donation tingy. . half way tru the process fina told me tt i cant go cos i'll be goin for my operation. . and more blood will be like losing. . argh!!! wat the hell. . fina argh!! so mira,nana,lisa and karthik and meishi go. . confirm kan go . . but nana face like pale. . she seens to b sick from the time i tego her n ya she still donating. .hmph. . maybe she's better now. . i don noe. . but after all she used to b my bestie. . hmph. . perhaps now i do regards her as my bestie but i don noe we jus don tok. . i try but she seems to pulling herself away. . dunno largh. . hmmm oga oga change topic. . so after sch go fina hse. . slack der den at 6 mum fetch me. . off to sheng siong d first ting tt rings on my brain is like RIBENA!! so grab tt first. . nyehehe. . ook after SS. .called abg din. . he say a'kum den he shouted tt idiot name. . woah i tell u. . i really feel like killing abg din. . ok so i ask him actually mum ask him abt wawan. .so he say got postponed. den 3rd december his parents need to come down n sign sumtg. . den papa say it mayb tagging or watever. . dun bother. . so ya. .
so wen i balik. . mandi den eat. . o ya medicine. . byebye. . need to take medicine. . come back again
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Thursday, November 13, 2008
she's gone--he sang it to me now i got addicted
She's gone, Out of my life. I was wrong, I'm to blame, I was so untrue. I can't live without her love. In my life There's just an empty space. All my dreams are lost, I'm wasting away. Forgive me, girl. (Chorus) Lady, won't you save me? My heart belongs to you. Lady, can you forgive me? For all I've done to you. Lady, oh, lady. She's gone, Out of my life. Oh, she's gone. I find it so hard to go on. I really miss that girl, my love. Come back into my arms. I'm so alone, I'm begging you, I'm down on my knees. Forgive me, girl. (Chorus x2) Lady, oh, lady. My heart belongs to you. Lady, can you forgive me? For all I've done to you.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
my operation is like on 28 nov
heyyy deary diary. . hmm lets start frm the time i wake up. . hmmm i straight go poly take medicine den otw back home faizah call me. . gas wat she overdose of panandol. . reason y cause she jus broke up. . like wat the hell kan!!! better still jump down . .i advice her n all. . telling her tt she d one hu feel the pain and out der the ex-bf having fun. . dumb sia. . i seriously find gals hurting themselves wen broke off w bf is stupid. . seriously!!! anw send her to AH A&E. . den saw kuhan. . haha long tym nvr meet him sia. . den saw sch mate and mdm suriati she ask y im there and all. . so i tell her. . gas wat she say the same thing like wat i say to faizah. . abt u the one hu hurts and ur bf out der having fun. . dumbo lah. . denn at 4 i wen to G clinic fer my appt. . so latest update my operation is like on 28 nov. .so i sms mdm qian. . she say she inform section head then will update me more abt it. . i will like only a day surgery so i'll b fine. . most probably. . hehe. . hmph so after all the appt go to ward 5 to sit with faizah and all then at 8 i leave im too tired to stay der. .ouh gosh. .
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
i love my new skin
at last my skin as in blog skin changes. . o ya thx faj fer all the hard works. . appreciate it much . . i have some lil secret w faj. . haha make sure its between us i warn u mann. . hehe k lah gonna sleep. .
love
love
love
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Sunday, November 09, 2008
woah at last
woah i tell u thank god its the last day at ward 44. . the sen argh. . MF mann. . menyusah kan org. . damn argh she's like spoiling our mood at the end of our peaceful day largh. . dumbo. .anw today like not bad working w norsiah den it team 3 like empty haha. . fer the first time largh . .super relax. . haixx. . today after work i go out w fina. . hm haha. . fun . .finding fer hair extension like wat the hell. .hehe. . my body damn pain la i tell u. . mama say salah bantal . in english is the pillow mistake. . wat hell tah lah. . hehe tink gonna rest now. . bye bye. .
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Saturday, November 08, 2008
heyyy!!! i some how mis my laptop. . hehe. . hmmm ytd was a day. . slack with wawan,mama,papa and this uncle i dunno hu. .we slack like till 1am. we like discussing abt celebrating wawan's bday. .hmm not bad huh. . hmm and yar den kak nadia came over she's abg din gf. . hmmm speaking of abg din gues watt the fish die :'( sad ika!!! gosh. . jus cant believe it. . damn d bloody o2. . imagine if all my pt had dat 02. . choi choi nehh dont say it mann. . anw working w haikhal and farhah is super funn largh. . gosh everytime cracking jokes like f sia. . hmm o ya received an email from ttsh calling fer interview. i confused if i shld go anot. . cos i starting to love and wants to work at cgh. . hmmm. . wonder how. . ttsh is not bad. . haha. . scrub suits. . lol ika work fer the bloody shirt like wat the hell. . hmm 11 december need to go back to sch had a talk w ms gwee. . den 17 dec is like prom nite. . haha. .i "dowan" to go. .hehe. . well depends on the bitches largh if they go den i might be goin. . hmm sch gonna end soon. . and i bloody hell next year need to work den fook out my own money. .
my dear rashika you are no longer daddy's or mummy's child. . you need to stand by ur own. . hey shld depend on u. .plus day by day parents getting older.. i am their only hope. . plus raqeef there's alot to go through. . he also need a life. . he need to go sch,religous class and all. . hope so insyallah i can make it through. . i will suppor my parents as much as i could effort. . haixa. .
gonna sleep soon. . nitezzz ppll
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Saturday, November 08, 2008
my edition
jus one thing
its a shit day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
im soo in love
im soo in love w the song camelia by irwanshah. .gosh. . how bad tt guy is. . the song really touches my heart. . go listen ppl!!! hmm im bored. .
*shutz*
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Sunday, November 02, 2008
wah ytd was like super funny. . me and hical keep on laughing cant stop. . den dis charlynne cracking soo many jokes. . quite funny though. . o ya den got this cleaner gave me and basirah soo many sweets. .i gave basirah abit den i give the police officer some too. . hehe. . ytd was quite fun. .n ya its saturday!!!! i cant wait fer later ugama. . lol. . hmmm im coming right up. . hehe. .dumbo. . ytd i tok to shaheerah and ya i told her everyting abt my feeling toward tt guy she herself say everyone can change. . well will c. . gtg. . byebye
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
Saturday, November 01, 2008
there's nothing wrong with my name and profile.
